Yesterday I had a doctors appointment, to find out why I have horrible backache since my operation, which turned out to be a possible trapped nerve. So off to physio I go.
The doctor also told me that he'd recieved a letter from my specialist confirming that he's happy for us to go ahead. Doctor is now happy too, and gave me the usual "diet, smoking, drinking" lecture that I remember all too well from the DD pregnancy.
So far, as far as we know I'm not yet pregnant, so I don't know what the fuss is. But I have found that this pre-conception stuff is more stressful and tiring than I thought.
It's impossible to stop myself thinking about it, and even harder to stop myself wondering how long it will be before I'm pregnant. I know it's only been a week or so, and I don't know how women who try for a year or more cope.
Strangely, I've had moodswings from hell for the past 2 days. Happy and energetic one minute, moody the next, and a minute later I'm crying... it's driving me, and those around me, completely mad. Plus, if this is pre-conceptual moodswings (not pmt, we're 10 days past all that) then I'm dreading the actual pregnancy ones!!!
To top that off, I have a cold and felt wiped of energy all day today. I've fought to keep my eyes open, dragged my feet, and right now (4.40pm) I'm ready to go to bed.
Now where are my PJ's?
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